Now, as a student many a times one can face circumstances which are not to your liking. Constant tests and assignments can test easily become a test of your character. Peer preesure and pressure from the elders can be very frustrating. Not to mention sometimes you feel lonely and out of place in this world.
Oh! and not to forget there also times when you want to be out there with someone special but your moral duties and responsibilities make you feel obliged to not go.You want to stay truthful about that girl and you do but your friends just keep spying on you. They many a times give you advice about it but who wants to listen to them. The professor in the classroom seems to be after you. You start to think that in his eyes, you are the biggest devil in the world and this only somehow makes him recursive towards you. Maybe god is making you repay for all the sins you did in your last life.
Then, strangely out of nowhere you get an idea. You decide to live your dream life on just a notepad and a blog. Yes, you pick up a pen and start WRITING. You write about everything you like, want to be in your life and want in your life. You write fictional stories about you being with that “someone special”. You even write detective stories sometimes. In your stories you rule the world. You have the best girl, great achievements, supporting friends and all the other MATERIAL THINGS as a person may put it. Not to mention, he his calm composed and spiritually sound. In layman terms “he is just perfect”. Some people even appreciate it. They think you are talented and you have a good mind. But in reality they don’t know you write using heart, your mind is already out of order due to various reasons.
I don’t know about all the jobs one can do, but on keen observation one can easily say that there are not many jobs out there that can let you be what you want to be. You can be a painter at one moment of time and just after one hour an award winning detective. You don’t have much to answer and sometimes not to think much as well. You for moments live in the way you desire to. Some will call it BEING COWARD, but someone will also call it a way of self-motivation and relaxation.
MAY BE GOD WILL ONE DAY FIND TIME TO PICK UP THAT NOTEPAD YOU HAVE WRITTEN YOUR DREAM LIFE ON. MAY BE HE WILL GRANT YOU YOUR WORLD. MAY BE!